We warbled whimsically,
while walking,
wistfully we wandered
with whiskey-wet whispers
whereupon we wondered:
Were we where we wonted?
Were we where we wanted?
A glass full of reflection
A pocket full of change
Muddy Waters drown sorrows;
warmly sliding past the chill
Eager is the hustler
Willing is the fool
Mingled like two angry lovers
Broken glass and shattered you
Daffodils she said
laying
upon me - verse
words of another
across her lips
as she speaks blindness
all I see
hitting truths upon
missing reality
petals
plucked lessons
in futility
dancing in the wind
nobody sees
I fought the tide
I never got it right
I died inside
The last we spoke - that night
I didn't know what to say
Didn't know what to do
I watched my fears
I saw me losing you
But I've always been lonely
It's the only thing I know
I was scared to stay
So I chose to go
And I've always been lonely
It's the only thing I know
I was scared to say
What our feelings show
I still remember
your eyes; your smile
I still remember
how we slept - for a little while
Now here I am
On my knees
Begging forgiveness -
for my travesties
But I've always been lonely
It's the only thing I know
I was scared to stay
So I chose to go
And I
"I only want you to love me";
she said,
eyes and lips;
cherry red
He stared for a moment,
walked out the door;
stepped on her heart,
strewn on the floor
And there she lie,
face to the wood;
waxy eyes fixed,
where he last stood
"I only wanted you to love me";
she said
Wiping the river from her chin;
cherry red
I wish that I had told you
that you're like a melody
and you're the only song I hear
deep inside of me
I sing the words
you longed to hear
The words they never found
from my lips unto your ear
I wish that I had told you
that you're like a melody
Because even as I hum the tune
you're just a memory
Your silver tongue seeks
To find itself upon the golden apple
Aspire to a new Aphrodite
Arm companion to the rich and mighty
Sat upon a victor's spoils
For when the threat is in your eyes
Hera's jealousy burns and boils
This silver tongue gave your rise
By the same will it be your demise
Speak to me
You do not speak to me
Love me
You do not love me
Look for me
You do not look for me
Need me
You do not need me
Love is an idea
Lover of love
Love is an idea
You do not understand
Speak to me
You do not speak to me
Love me
You do not love me
Look for me
You do not look for me
Need me
You do not need me
Take my heart
But do not break it
As a huntress
Her trophy is her conquest
Love me
You do not love me
Need me
You do not need me
Lover of love
You do not understand
Lover of love
You do not understand
You came,
To me
For me
With me
Saying -
Abhor me
Whore me
Adore me
And -
I want to feel you,
In all your glory,
Whole
As you -
Call to god,
Scream my name
Upon your skin
Feel the rain
Bringing -
Shivering Satisfaction,
Comfortable Conversation
Post-coital Postulation,
Soulful Salvation
She sits before her altar
Sullen eyes, worn and weary
Facing the music, stirring keys
To days now past
Each note slides
From her fingers,
In rhythm with
Tears upon her cheek
A distant saxophone's solemn prayer,
consoles the mourning ivories
Melodies of Memories
Recalled with each chord
Relived with each crescendo
Bittersweet as the wine upon her lips
And so she plays -
For the furtive glances, long since gone
For the songs, no longer sung
For the guitar that no longer weeps
For the past, in which she keeps...
One eye sees the past
The other sees the future, but
I'm standing in the present
Smelling of the forbidden wine
Lacking the presence
of mind, that is mine,
To let things be
What is before me;
The best I've ever had
What may lie ahead;
This I have wanted
I think
I want this but
I may never know
how it all comes together, or
how it will flow
Where do we go
With this
Do I risk losing it all
For a remote possibilty
Do I push past feelings, of futility
Or should it all stay the same
With you
There is alot to give and
it's a major change to
the way that we live
and I realize that
for this pipe dream
you'd be risking
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Favourite Writers
Where to start? Right now I am really liking Pablo Neruda
It's my birthday today. Hold the applause. I turn 29. I've all but forgot my side lives and hobbies (Thank you Jobby Bunny :D)...
But... this makes my day. stoofovski (https://www.deviantart.com/stoofovski) made me a special birthday card :P (You have to click on it to see).
I think I need to start coming back to DA. It's been some time and gosh I've been slacking >
Hey!
I haven't heard from you in a while - You had some really great advice for me before, and I'd really appreciate it if you would come look at some of my newer work and tell me what you think...
See you around! ^_^
It's the start of..... Snow Ball Fight 2005-2006 !!!!
One rule to this game....
You can't hit someone who has already hit you!
Now... go out there and get as many people as you can, before they get you